First Post

One day I decided I wanted to be more productive. I said i will put some words on paper and try to force myself to do this everyday. hoping it would happen even faster at this moment but I know that with time this resistance my Brain feels to this kind of work will fade away. it will be the great work to over come the resistance. there is always resistance to the empire. people who cling to the old ways. but i will build this life into a great empire and we will crush the parts of me that cling to the past.

Not sure what direction this will take exactly. there are a few key areas of interest. I wish to improve on certain skills

1. I bought a drawing pad for the computer at the begining of the year and thought it would be wonderful to animate something before the end of the year. I have completely slacked on that goal. it kinda shocks me how fast the year has gone by. usually the yearly resolution would be something like go to the gym or don't smoke and it falls by the wayside as no big deal. but this one is "accomplish this one thing" and it's kinda nagging at me now. So i would like to put effort into accomplishing that before the end of the year. In general I like to draw and think it would be really neat to make cartoons and animations. fun little characters.
2. I'm interested in electronics and hackery projects. I think it would be cool to work on some of my projects that I've started or imagined. I need to figure out battery pack stuff and little more about coding so I can try to learn more of those things. I beat myself up so much for not having put my nose to the grind stone so much earlier. I am a wasted prodigy. but i won't get into that here. I would like to learn all kinds of electronic knowledge. probably described better as robotics and automation.
3. Music! I would like to get a piano and practice that. but I already have an acoustic guitar, and there is a ukulele I'm taking care of. I took guitar lessons when I was younger but they didn't go very far. I feel like my fingers would fiddle across piano keys with a certain familiarity from deep in my soul.
4. this website will need some organizing once I figure that out, but i gotta start posting on it and using it the way it need and hopefully everything will fall into place eventually
5. gardening. I would like to plant more flowers around my place. I love watching things grow.

So I hope to keep posting here and working on stuff. I might be as choatic as hell here but it will be my place to dump and push myself and that's all that matters.